blinkythekinky

I need somewhere to unload and I don't know where else to do it. I'm very tired of being stuck in my apartment all the fucking time. I'm sick of filing out job applications and nothing coming out of it. If your going to make an assessment test for a menial job, do you really and I mean really have to make it 30 fucking question that are essentially the same. UGGH!! I wish the snow would go away, so that I can at least go down to the park with Eric without freezing my ass off. I feel like no one ever wants to talk to me, or hang out with me. I have very few friends since having my son. One of my best friends is in Texas! Not to mention, I feel

I thought i would put in an update. I miss my friends we've all been super busy lately. I'm trying to get into school, if all goes well and my dad agrees to help me with this, I will be starting on the 18th of July. Which means I'll be looking into Child care and getting a part time job. I just had my wisdom teeth pulled, all 4 of them. (got a dry socket because food got stuck in there that was fantastic!) I also have to be thinking about what I'm going to do if my dad moves to florida. It's been fun for me...lots going on.

So glad to know that i'm just a spoiled freaking brat that doesn't deserve to eat. because despite the fact that i do the grocery shopping, cook dinner for the whole family and am usually the only one who cleans anything! I shouldn't even get a chicken qusedilla from taco bell! I'm pathetic because i'm a single 20 year old mother living with my parents. Even though said person that is calling me pathetic is a 23 year old father living with his parents too, and while he may have a job he's not paying rent or doing anything to help around the house. yes i realize, i've made some mistakes in my life and would love to be able to get a job but can